There’s this thing called circumstance. And it sucks. No matter how much you prepare and learn, there will always be things outside your control. Such is my life.
Being in love again is like jumping from a dangerously high cliff that I cannot fall from. It’s scary and comforting both at the same time.
I cannot help how I feel, so I let it be. I step back and watch it. And Tina in love is a very different creature.
I listen more closely, I pay attention to the details even harder. I am so in tune, that if I were played, I would make only the sweetest sound in the universe.
I’ve been in love before, I cannot deny that. And I hope that I continue to feel this awesome feeling. But, I know, that each time I’ve felt this – I’ve changed. Love changes people.
Who am I becoming now? I wonder this because I can feel the growing pains. I am changing.
I’m becoming more patient. More gentle. More understanding. I am becoming more me.
That’s the thing about love – it’s transforming. Here I go again…
I’m madly in love. With my best friend. Who would’ve thought? Circumstances, as they are, suck.
But I won’t let circumstance decide how this whole thing will play out. I will decide. We will decide. Together, we can do anything – and I really believe that.
It’s all a matter of being patient now. And I suck at patience. But I’m willing to be so, because I know, somehow, eventually, we’ll find a way.
I look forward to seeing how this happens.
